long time no see

hey bloggers!! how you been? so my last post was a while back, and boy have I changed. That guy I met at my work, well, he was truly going to change my life. I will tell you all about him some day. For now all you need to know is, this mystery man from Manchester, melted my heart and would forever be a part of my life. We fell in love, and could have been married, but fate had something else planned. I will share his story one day, when the world is ready to hear it. Since his passing, I have been through a lot in my life. Plodding along in the single lane, is not always easy. I understand that now more than ever. Sitting here, I have just come out of a relationship, which honestly, should have ended a few months ago, but stubborn me, I desperately tried to honour God and His plan, and wanted to make this relationship work. There were a lot of good times, don't get me wrong. He was good to me, and so sensitive which I loved. But things change and people change. I'm not here to pass blame, it just ended, as relationships do. Where am I now? I'm single and seeking the Lord. I'm happier now than I have been for a while and a huge weight has been lifted. I am working away trying to honour God in my job, and doing well professionally. Will I forever remain in the Single lane? Well maybe, maybe not. That's not for me to decide. If the Lord blesses me with someone else one day, let it be...if not, that's OK. I truly believe it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. And although I have loved and lost, he's not lost, he waits for me on the other side. will be in touch peace