If I was invisible…wait I already am.

Hey bloggers!

Ever felt like you are invisible? Allow me to set the scene, straight out of a Hollywood film. Boy meets girl…girl likes boy. Boy likes someone else, or is dating someone else. In a nutshell, that doesn’t sound too romantic now does it? Let me glam it up a bit.

I met this guy through a friend. We became good secret friends. We texted, and emailed, we got to know each other. We laughed together, and found out we have common interests. He has a way with words that lifts me up when I’m down. He encourages me to be all that I can be, and to fight for what I want. Guess he didn’t realise that meant him. When we are in a room together, but not talking to each other, for no particular reason, we shared something else. We just spend time looking at each other from a small distance.

Every time I was in the same room as him, I got butterflies. When he texts me, it takes a while for my smile, (the size of the grand canyon) to be removed from my face. He made me happy, although we were only ever just friends. I finally built up the courage to tell him how I feel, when I discover he’s dating someone else. Bummer!

Ever happened to you? You ask yourself, could he be more blind? You think to yourself that you could not have made it anymore obvious that you liked him, but he just didn’t see.

What you doing tonight, I wish I could be a fly on your wall.
Are you ready alone, still in your dreams, why can’t I breathe you in to my life?
What would it take to make you see that I’m alive?

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I’d make you mine tonight

If hearts we unbreakable,
Then I could tell where I stand
I would be the smallest man

If I was invisible…
Wait, I already am.

Saw your face in the crowd I call out your name you don’t hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps, each move that you make
I wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colours of you life

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I’d make you mine tonight

If hearts we unbreakable,
Then I could tell where I stand
I would be the smallest man

If I was invisible…
Wait, I already am.

I am nothing without you, just a shadow passing through…

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I’d make you mine tonight

If hearts we unbreakable,
Then I could tell where I stand
I would be the smallest man

If I was invisible, If I was invisible , If I was invisible …
Wait, I already am.


Thank you D-Side for that. Is that true for you? It is for me. I can’t sit here and tell you what to do, because I’m in this situation, and I don’t know what to do. I’ve decided to do nothing. Does he deserve to know? I guess, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to tell him. I can’t to that to him, or to his girlfriend, that’s not right, nor is it fair to anyone, is it??

Being invisible isn’t always a bad thing, trust me. As the class geek, I was invisible to the male species, unless they needed help with a math equation. Maths was my favourite subject and I excelled in it. But when you do see these guys for what they are, sometimes you’re glad to be invisible to them.

You make yourself invisible or visible. That’s up to you. You can hide away in a corner, and live a sheltered life, or you can make yourself known, and speak up a little. Let people know who you are, let your personality come out…be yourself!!! Don’t ever change for someone, change only for yourself.

peace

girl in the single lane