I hate you but I love you...
hey all you bloggers out there!!
You’ve hurt me so many times, and I barely know you. I met you one year ago, and what a year that has been. I had already been let down in a huge way before meeting you, but I was blinded by your beauty. I let you in, and you destroyed me…every time you hurt me, you leave your mark. The wounds heal and I move on…I’m stronger than that…but this time…I can hardly breathe. People ask what’s wrong…and I choke when I try and tell them. I feeling like I’m drowning, help help!!! Anyone!! Is there anyone out there who can take away this agony?
Why did you do this to me? Did I hurt you that badly that you would do something so terrible to me? I guess it’s my own fault thought right? I was warned against you, and I still let you in…I let you in to my unguarded heart, and you pierced it…you cut it deep. Now what? What can I do now? I hate you but I love you…I can’t stop thinking of you.
i don’t even know how I feel anymore…I’m kinda at that numb stage. I’m past anger, but I’m still hurting. I’m at that stage where I cry myself to sleep at night, hugging my pillow, just to release some of the pain. I can’t let it out during the day, because it affects too many other people, and it’s not fair. I can’t let my pain affect those around me…it’s my pain, let me deal with it.
peace
girl in the single lane
You’ve hurt me so many times, and I barely know you. I met you one year ago, and what a year that has been. I had already been let down in a huge way before meeting you, but I was blinded by your beauty. I let you in, and you destroyed me…every time you hurt me, you leave your mark. The wounds heal and I move on…I’m stronger than that…but this time…I can hardly breathe. People ask what’s wrong…and I choke when I try and tell them. I feeling like I’m drowning, help help!!! Anyone!! Is there anyone out there who can take away this agony?
Why did you do this to me? Did I hurt you that badly that you would do something so terrible to me? I guess it’s my own fault thought right? I was warned against you, and I still let you in…I let you in to my unguarded heart, and you pierced it…you cut it deep. Now what? What can I do now? I hate you but I love you…I can’t stop thinking of you.
i don’t even know how I feel anymore…I’m kinda at that numb stage. I’m past anger, but I’m still hurting. I’m at that stage where I cry myself to sleep at night, hugging my pillow, just to release some of the pain. I can’t let it out during the day, because it affects too many other people, and it’s not fair. I can’t let my pain affect those around me…it’s my pain, let me deal with it.
peace
girl in the single lane
posted by single and waiting @ 12:40 AM
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