I never thought it would be me living in a shattered dream

hey people!!

I never thought it would be me, living in a shattered dream...how could you do this to me? Did you have fun leading me on and watching my fall in love with you? I hope you're happy. You led me on and shot me down, when it suited you. You asked why I was so guarded...maybe now you'll know why. I let you in and you hurt me, but the wounds healed. I foolishly let you in again...and you cut me deep. When you were confused about your feelings, why did you lie to me? Was it a cheap thrill? Well...it wasn't funny that's for sure. I thought you were the one...I thought we'd grow old together...you're the only person I have ever felt this way about...and now...you have completely crushed my heart.

I have waited months to talk to you, but that is not enough...longer you say. How much more do you think my heart can take? I feel so hurt, but even more so...I'm really disappointed in you. I thought you were different from the rest...special, unique...I would have done anything you asked me to do, if it pleased you. You were my knight in shinning armour, you were my soulmate, you were my best friend, the one person I could never hate.

You keep cutting me deep though...what have I done wrong? What did I do to deserve this pain and agony that you have caused me?

I still love you, but I don't know why. I don't know what I can do now.

peace

girl in the single lane