single and waiting

Life in the single lane, is something most people experience at some point in their life. This is just my personal experience, that I thought I'd share with you all. Isaiah 40:31 "Those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weak"

Sunday, June 04, 2006

breakaway

Hey all you bloggers out there!!

When I don’t sign my entries, it’s because they are song words which I didn’t write, hence I’m not taking the credit for their word choice.

“I'll spread my wings and
I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes
till' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
and into the sun
But I won't forget
all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway”

It’s time to breakaway folks. I think I’ve been sitting in one attitude for far too long now, and I have to break away. My God doesn’t make junk, I know that, but…our minds have been so polluted by society. We are trained to think that if we don’t have blonde hair and blue eyes and a great tan and figure…that we aint pretty. I don’t claim to be attractive, I’m not. I’m not blonde, tanned, nor do I have blue eyes. I don’t have a good figure, but these things don’t make me ugly. My low self-esteem and low opinion of myself does that.

You will never forget where you came from, or the ones you loved…but you do have to take a few chances in life. I say this and I don’t do it. I take chances sometimes, of course who doesn’t? But, I get told off for not taking chances by my non-Christian friend when it comes to guys. I could like a guy and do nothing about, and she doesn’t understand why. Obviously I would do nothing about it if he were not a Christian….but what if he is? Then what? What reason do I have? I always tell her, I’m waiting on the Lord. Sometimes I wish I could just tell a guy that I like him, that would be so easy…but I can’t. I can’t bring myself to tell them until I’ve liked them for ages and just can’t take it anymore. Is that bad? Fear of rejection I suppose, is something that will always be there, obviously…but you will never know if you don’t take that leap of faith.

Take a few chances people, you might be pleasantly surprised by the results you achieve.

peace

girl in the singel lane

1 Comments:

  • At 1:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Well here's my comment. First of all Happy Birthday to ME!! Ok thats that out my system lol. But anyway yeah my opinion on finding "the one". I thought I had found mine. We just had this connection that you cant explain to anyone that hasn't experienced it before. We were going to get engaged this summer, probably today in fact. Every1 thought we'd be together forever, no questions asked. But we split up cos I had issues and he couldnt deal with me leaning on him all the time. I don't know if it was meant to be. Part of me thinks well if I had just listened and stopped what I was doing everything would've been fine. But the other part of me thinks well... if it was meant to be would God have let it get that far? If it was meant to be then I should still be with him now right? Yeah it hurts, like nothing else can ever come close to but I think God will lead me to the right person for me even tho its difficult to imagine any1 more perfect for me than my ex. I dont believe in "the one" I believe you can have a perfectly happy relationship if you find the right guy. But I do believe there is probably one person out there for you that you'll just "click with" the most. I don't believe in dating casually. I think you should only date a guy you know well and believe you'll settle down with one day. But then again I was 100% sure I'd found my guy and it didnt work out...

     

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