my back hurts, can you remove your knife please?

Hey all you bloggers out there.

The kiss of betrayal, is something we have all had the unfortunate pleasure of experiencing.

When I say these words, I think about Judas Iscariot and how we betrayed Jesus, but what is more amazing, is the way Jesus responds. To my shame, I have not responded the way I should have. Jesus already knew that Judas would betray Him, sometimes I wish I knew who was going to betray me…then I would do anything that I could, to stop it. Betrayal is not a nice things at all.

Trust can be completely broken, and sometimes, beyond repair. Every felt like that? I do, right now. It hurts. Why would they do that to me? You had no right to boast in the path of my errors, that’s just sick. I told you what I did, in complete confidence and yes I made a huge mistake…trusting you in the first place. That was the worst thing I could have done. I’m so stupid. I get what I deserved though right? Not only have I lost all trust in you, right now, I don’t want anything do to with you. I am finding it really hard you love you, my sister in Christ. You have hurt me in a way that I can’t describe. I heard things about you, and I defended you….and for what? To be told that everyone else was right and that I was just too blind to see it?

Whoever said that old friends are the best…are seriously disturbed. I think it hurts more though when it is an old friend who stabs you in the back. There is only so many back wounds that one girl can take from the same friend…and well this one pierced the heart.

peace

girl in the single lane